But seriously, this past month has been incredible. I'm finally getting to do what I've always been wanting and aiming to do, and I sort of don't know how to handle it. Like, what do you do when you finally get to do the things you've always dreamed about doing? Explode?
So just to recap, in the past week I have:
-SCUBA dived with a shark (it swam right under me aaah!!!)
-snorkeled with eagle rays
-had a bonfire/camp-out on a beach
-saw multiple shooting stars at said beach
-recorded data from a beach clean-up (much more fun than it sounds, I promise)
-bonded with people over my love of Singin' in the Rain and Bill and Ted
-gone to bed by 11 every night
-swam next to a southern stingray that was almost as big as I was
-listened to whales sing from under the water
Can we just look at that list for a second? I'm pretty sure I've at a "serious face" level of happiness most of the time. You know, when you're so happy that you've moved past the smiling stage and just sort of sit there in shock. For the record, the other things that have made me this happy are on a pretty short list.
That's not to say that there hasn't been some adjustment. Never really being inside, as trivial as it sounds, takes some getting used to. I love it, but it disoriented me for the first week or so. And I miss fresh veggies! Thankfully the food boat is coming from Miami tomorrow, because right now we are STRUGGLING with food diversity. Probably the biggest thing has been getting used to is being with the same people, all the time. Don't get me wrong, they are all fabulous, it's just sort of weird to realize that no one else will be cycling through. Ever. Not like at camp, where you're working/living with the same people but the campers switch every week: there is no change. And I actually really like it! I enjoy being in a community this small, where you really get to know people, and are forced to rely on each other. And I enjoy the consistency. It's calming somehow (which is probably good, since I'm so psyched about everything all the time!).
People keep saying that you change while you're abroad. The staff at the center say that we've all changed since the first day we got here. I'm not so sure. I mean, we've all clearly gotten more comfortable and gotten to know each other better, but I'm not sure if we've changed. I think I'm still me, I'm just me getting to finally live and study in the environment that I want to. But I guess you all will have to tell me if I'm different when I get home! Because I can barely even tell if I'm getting more freckles.
WHEW that was less news filled than normal. And so retrospective. Well, I promise I won't do THAT again until at least another month goes by! So never fear, my usual spazzy posts will be back soon, and you can go back to laughing at my enthusiasm for all things marine.
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| The whole group! Plus some of the dogs. |











